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Nov. 4th, 2002 01:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
robotech_masterTomorrow (by the clock, today) is when I get to find out whether I've been fired. I can't think of any reason I might not have been. Apparently the owner has quite a temper, and he was already pissed at me for the speeding ticket, even though it wouldn't go on my record and not affect his insurance.
Then there was the dent in the bumper I put in one car the other day.
And now this. If there's any chance of this affecting their insurance rates, as an accident report surely must, there's no way they can keep this from the owner. Which means I'm out like a light.
I'm telling myself that, trying to keep away any hope that I might have kept the job, so it won't be such a crushing disappointment when the hammer falls. But darn it, I loved this job, for the short time that I had it. It was so perfect for me.
If only I'd been more careful.
I'm trying to get to sleep, and I just can't...I know that the horror of finding out whether or not I'm fired awaits me when I wake up.
Then there was the dent in the bumper I put in one car the other day.
And now this. If there's any chance of this affecting their insurance rates, as an accident report surely must, there's no way they can keep this from the owner. Which means I'm out like a light.
I'm telling myself that, trying to keep away any hope that I might have kept the job, so it won't be such a crushing disappointment when the hammer falls. But darn it, I loved this job, for the short time that I had it. It was so perfect for me.
If only I'd been more careful.
I'm trying to get to sleep, and I just can't...I know that the horror of finding out whether or not I'm fired awaits me when I wake up.